WHY

I KNEW THAT WHEN I CREATED THIS THAT THERE WOULD BE DAYS WHEN I POSTD SOME NEGATIVE THINGS BECAUSE, THE WORLD ISNT ALL LOLLIPOPS AND SUNSHINE. SO, I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY WOMEN HOLD ON TO MEN THAT DONT WANT TO BE HELD. IF HE SAYS ITS OVER AND HE TOOK HIS THINGS ON MOVED OUT GUESS WHAT? ITS OVER. SAMETHING GOES FOR MEN. IF SHE TOLD YOU TO STAY WHERE YOU ARE YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS? YOU ARENT WELCOMED BACK THERE. AND DONT GO LOOKING FOR THE NEW PERSON BECAUS EIT ISNT THERE FAULT.

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Ever just need a hug or have someone lay next to you? rub your back while looking in your eyes? not saying anything just breathing? i want that...... AGAIN. i miss that very much.

SMH

just found out one of my old coworked/homegirls past last week. she was younger than me. live life people........nuff said

Why do people feel the need to confine me and mine to the box that they call a relationship. Him...... he makes me smile, wonder and, like I'm one of a kind. There is no reason or actual need for us to be like everyone else. He has reached a higher level of self and I'm right behind him.

October 25, 2010

Today is one of those days that will always be clear in my mind. That is all that needs to be said. If there is anyone that has any animosity toward my right hand (Jennel Owens) leave her be and by all means come holla at me.

Why do people feel the need to confine me and mine to the box that they call a relationship. Him...... he makes me smile, wonder and, like I'm one of a kind. There is no reason or actual need for us to be like everyone else. He has reached a higher level of self and I'm right behind him.

Change
To know if a person has truly changed, they should of learned from their past and show actual growth. Never be above yourself when it come to giving a person another chance because you may need one.

Behold, Anthony Deshawn
In all his beauty. He was loved before he took his first breath and will be loved long after I take mine.

SAD
It's a sad, sad, sad day when the person in charge of molding our young minds is a fucking idiot. The early product of social promotion. At some point you would think that his skills would need brushing up and while doing it would be recognized that he himself isn't capable to instruct anyone especially children. Part of me is glad I am not a parent yet but, part of me worries for mine and all the children that will be born after this point.

Good morning loggers, Todays first lesson:
Never take advantage of the people, places or, things around you. They are put in you life for a reason.

Beautiful.
All are my friends are beautiful to me but this hour I am witnessing beauty on a whole different level. Council member Kisha is in labor (seems like forever says the non pregnant one) and as tired as I am I wouldn't want to be any where in the world but right her with her.

understanding

i have come to the understanding that all things come in time. greatness takes work and in order to achieve it you have to be willing. dont assume because you say you are great that its the truth. prove it, in you actions.

Wow, Him

I had a feeling it was him that was coming through the back door. its was just suppose to be a friend thing (at least thats what i had in my head) but he creeped in my heart any way. his life side manner is crazy...... different but, crazy. his light is addicting and he has your girl hooked. i play it off so he doesnt know but he knows, he's always known. its beautiful standing up here with him, the air is refreshing. the beginning was never like this before and ive started over twice. i hope he understands this and doesnt take it for what it isnt. i love him and not that boyfriend girlfriend bullshit either. my love him transcends all human laws. it can only be govened by the life. Simple Divine..... Wow, Him

Today's third lesson

Good evening bloggers, today's third lesson: never let anyone steal your thunder. you are beauitful and unique in every way. if God created main in his image, what does that make you?

Today's second lesson

Good morning bloggers. Today's second lesson: Never look at a person for what you want them to be and say you are in love because, who you are in love with isnt really there. Get to know the person and decide if everything they are made of is what you are looking for.

Today's first lesson

Good early morning bloggers, today's first lesson: Never be afraid to take a chance, especially if the reward is worth it. Life is full of risk and if you dont, something you'll end with nothing.