Emotional, aggravated, mind wrapped up so tight that my headaches last for days. Bills, work, love, relations, expectations, so much to be done and never enough time. I'm so beyond this.....this bullshit is more than i want to tolerate but, have no choice. wanting more from life and out current situation but worried that if i push I'll end up with nothing. So I grin and bare the consistency so close to nil that time as gone by before we could really enjoy it. willing to except this status not because of loneliness but, a uniqueness never seen or experienced, looking to inhale the sweetness of the sweat from the skin of my heart. allowing myself to replay the tune of the soul i miss. Hoping I've made the some impact on him. So if never to meet again in this life, everyone proceeding will give us another chance.
