feeling a lil helpless right now. for the first time in my life i am offering my hand and its being pushed away. I'm usually the one saying thanks but, no thanks. i feel that i found someone that deserves for me to be there for him during this time in his life and i feel like an outsider. i want to let him in, i want to be let in but, it feels like he wont let me. I'm not asking to be an enabler, i just want to the woman in his life that is there when he needs me. so i sit feeling helpless until he says he needs me